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♥ Mixed Emotions ♥ « Thread Started on Mar 20, 2006, 9:31pm »
Reiko raced down bare footed pushing random guys away from her who couldnt help but be perverted jack asses to her, but not entirely their fault since she was only wearing that shirt Raoul gave her previously. She clenched her cell phone in her fist gritting her fangs uncertain of her sudden impulse, Raoul told me to stay therebut itsits Kiriya. He was finally back, he was home! She ran into the doorway panting beading sweat all over her body, K-Kiriyayourehere. Reiko whispered seeing him from afar; he hadnt changed one bit she thought. She could still recognize his handsome features even from the distance she stood at; Reikos heart felt like it would burst with unpleasant memories and faint excitement she used to feel overwhelmed. KIRIYA!!! She cried running at him not bothering to keep her tears inside their prison, her stomach drowned in butterflies and her mind went numb as his arms circled around feeling the warmth of his breath breathe in her ear. ReikoIm home. He whispered kissing her forehead letting her cry cradling her back and forth smiling his old smile she lovedReiko couldnt help it, the feeling she felt with Raoulit was with Kiriya too. She still loved him. Kiriyayoure here with me again. Raoul...Kiriya...who...do I love?
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Re: ♥ Mixed Emotions ♥ « Reply #1 on Mar 20, 2006, 10:00pm »
Raoul stepped out of the Cage as his opponent was carried off to the infirmary. If it wasn't for Reiko being in his thoughts, he would have killed him straight up. But he didn't want to go back to her a murderer. Instead, he spared the man's life, living with the contentment he got from the fight. Small and large gashes were seen through his shirt and one along his neck from his careless thoughts. Reiko was surely the one to his downfall sooner or later. With a sigh, Raoul stretched his arms above his head, then shifted into his panther form once more for a stroll. Feeling the wind, even though it was fake, through his fur always calmed him. He didn't want to go back to Reiko in a stubborn rude mood. He wanted to be somewhat happy and relaxed. He didn't want to destroy his new heaven.
When Raoul made his way toward the door, however, he stopped in his tracks faster than a fly could land, abruptly in his human form due to his train of thought flying out of the window. His body was completely still, no movement save for his suddenly slow, shallow breathing. His heart had skipped several beats, it felt, when his deep gray eyes fell upon Reiko and a man. Fangs that had erupted in his mouth slowly gritted together until it began to hurt, but he didn't let up. His orbs trained on the man, but then they flickered to Reiko. She knew him, was even crying. His hand curled into fists angrily, at the sudden realization that penetrated his mind through the rage boiling over the edge of the kettle all over again. But no. He wouldn't erupt there, not at her. Never at her, no matter what happened.
Before anything could be done, Raoul turned and ran out of the other door. It only led to the alleyway outside of the club, but he still took it and ran until he was at the door to the club. Just like the other night, when Reiko had ran, she had stopped here. With a sigh, he leaned one arm against the wall, resting his head on it, and closed his eyes. Raoul you're such a fool. You vowed not to feel anything for anyone. You broke it and now look what happened. She played you for the stupid bastard that you are. She tricked you into doing what you knew was impossible, he thought harshly, gritting his teeth harder. In his sudden black rage, he drew his free right arm back and slammed his fist against the brick wall, leaving a small indent and even causing his knuckles to bleed heavily. She was never a true heaven... Just like the rest, she was only temporary. No matter the feelings, the thoughts, the reassurance. She was never a true heaven. Not for me. Heaven's just not enough to heal me.... His gray eyes seemed distant, almost blank. No emotion was visible anymore, just like before he had met Reiko. "She played you for the dumbass you are, Raoul.." he muttered under his breath.
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Re: ♥ Mixed Emotions ♥ « Reply #2 on Mar 20, 2006, 10:48pm »
Kiriyaare you really here with me? Reiko breathed digging her face between his shoulder and neck remembering his scent, his warmth. He smiled pulling up her chin with his knuckle, Yes and Ill always be there with you. Im sorry I was gone for so longdid ya miss me? he teased kissing her softly on the lips. Reiko welcomed the kiss but her heart ached in protest pulling away, RaoulI-I cantI have Raoul now. she thought slapping away his hand angrily and glared coldly. Things have changed since you left me, Kiriya. You should had thought of that before leaving me. She whispered stepping out of his grasp and walked away throwing her cell phone away; Reiko felt a familiar feeling of someone watching her. Raoul? Why did I just feel that chill? Reiko! Wait! He called after her making Reikos heart drop, she started to sprint into the cheering crowed that called out for blood at the cage.
KiriyaIm sorry, but its too late. I love Raoul. She thought sadly escaping to the closest exit available, she had taken this exit before-it was the same one she used from the dance club where she metRaoul. Reiko dropped to her knees in front of the door barely able to open the door more than a few inches leaving her hand on the doorknob, Kiriya caught up to her dropping to the ground spinning her around by the shoulder into a passionate kiss. Why are you running away from me, Reiko? You love me still, right? My feelings for you havent changed since I leftyou know why I had to leave. It was too dangerous for us to be together. Reiko, say you love me still. Kiriya said breathlessly framing Reikos teary face in his hands trailing kisses on her cheeks against her will.
Thats just it though, Kiriya! You left me! Without a word, breaking all your fucking promises-how dare you come back into my life like nothing happened and think Ill just wait for you! Go to hell! You cant have me anymore. Theressomeoneelseand I love him. Kiriya, things cant go back to the way they were. You left meyou left me all alone. She cried silently falling into his arms again beating her fists against his chest as hard as she could, he didnt flinched, didnt blink-he just frowned hugging Reiko tight to him. You love me still thoughI can see it in your eyes. Reiko gasped leaning against the door shaking her head slowly, N-NoI dont love you anymoreI cant love younot after what you did, Kiriya. She hissed bitterly but he advanced closer trapping her by placing his hands over her leaving her nowhere to escape. Kiriya inched closer emotionlessly, Youre mine and youll always be mine, Reiko. Remember that. Reiko felt their lips meet again but this timethe fire she felt from her buried past lit up engulfing her. Raoulno.
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Re: ♥ Mixed Emotions ♥ « Reply #3 on Mar 21, 2006, 6:38pm »
Raoul lifted his head slowly when he heard a faint shout, blank eyes looking down the alley where it had come from. As he stood there and listened, the voice grew just a bit louder and he recognized it. With a sigh, gritting his teeth, he moved away from the wall and shifted to his panther form, slinking down the alley. He just wanted to know if the guy would take care of her properly. He wanted to be sure she was in good hands before leaving them permanently. Raoul leaped upon the metal stairs that would rise above and lower near the entrance of the alley way, his head tilted down and eyes casted upon the ground to search for Reiko. Finally, he spotted them ahead and hurried at a half past due to his injuries. When he was standing just above, he listened intently.
You love me still thoughI can see it in your eyes. Reiko gasped leaning against the door shaking her head slowly. N-NoI dont love you anymoreI cant love younot after what you did, Kiriya. She hissed bitterly but he advanced closer trapping her by placing his hands over her leaving her nowhere to escape. Kiriya inched closer emotionlessly, Youre mine and youll always be mine, Reiko. Remember that. Raoul's teeth snapped together soundlessly, instant rage running through his blood. Suppressing a growl, he shifted into his human form again and gripped the railing with his hands tightly, just enough as to where the metal bars were beginning to bend inward. Fucking bastard.... he growled in his mind before leaping silently down behind Kiriya.
Raoul grabbed Kiriya's shoulder tightly, jerking him away from Reiko. He pushed him backward into the wall, moving right along with him as to where his face was in Kiriya's. Raoul's eyes were stark black, dangerously swirling with a sudden blood red. Fangs were visible as Raoul opened his mouth to speak. "Let's get things straight, pretty boy. If you absolutely, one hundred percent, truly love her like you say you do, you wouldn't order her around like that. Another thing, never claim a woman unless she gives herself to you fully and you know she has," he growled under his breath, murderer and death written all over him. Of course, it didn't really help when he had blood all over him along with gashes and other wounds. His right knuckles were also split open, blood still flowing lightly down to his wrist and dropping to the ground from when he punched the brick wall farther down the alley, his hand was flat on the wall. "Now, you will either respect her and treat her like she should be, or you will leave her right here with me and quit hassling her like she's your damn slave."
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Re: ♥ Mixed Emotions ♥ « Reply #4 on Mar 21, 2006, 9:02pm »
Reiko cringed holding her hands protectively in front of her face sheltering against the wall before realizing Kiriya was no longer hovering over her. Kiriya? She said soundlessly turning her attention to the two men beside her, seeing Kiriya dead calm pushed against the wall and Raoul angrily yelling at him. RAOUL! Dont! Dont hurt him! She yelled hugging Raouls arm tightly against her chest. Reiko glanced at Kiriya emotionlessly, Its overHe doesnt matter anymore. She tempted to pull him away but Kiriya interrupted smoothly striking Reikos heart with his words. Why did you think I even left in the first place, Reiko? Did you really think I did it for nothing!? I protected youyou know better than anyone what happened and why I left. I know you love me still regardless how much you deny it. Whos this anyhow? Some loser who can at the wrong moment hoping to comet o your rescue? Hn.
Kiriyas eyes darkened to a deathly black matching Raouls letting out a lion growl clapping his hands hard on his shoulders like thunder digging his nails in his skin. Reiko punched Kiriya right in the jaw causing him to let go ignoring her throbbing fist. Go home. I only came to see you for two reasons: to see if you were really still aliveand to say goodbye. She said sharply pulling Raoul again towards her, And leave Raoul alone, its not his fault youre the bastard who screwed up badly. Reiko smiled at Raoul softly hoping he would calm down, Kiriya growled again stepping up to Raoul grabbing his shirt collar roughly. Can you prove your even worthy of Reiko? Who the fuck do you think you are to get involved! IF you want to live I suggest you leave us alone. Reiko is mine and Ill make sure by any means necessary to ensure that. He said letting go of him slowly and stared at Reiko, At leastcome walk with me to talk, Reiko. I have something to ask you. Kiriya sighed ruffling his bangs trying to calm down not able to resist a few glares at Raoul.
Reiko shook her head violently; she knew his game-he always charmed her back into loving him whenever they got into fights. She didnt want to love him again butthat fire from their last kiss came back to life; maybe he really is the one she loves truly. No, I love Raoul. Kiriya had his chance and he blew it, out of sight out of mind entirely. Raoul, stay with meplease. I dont want to love Kiriya againand I already have you with me. No Kiriya. She firmly spoke tightening her grip on Raouls arm nervously feeling the butterflies in her stomach begin to tickle her insides again. Please? Cmon Reiko, please? No funny business, promise. Its just for five minutes tops, I promise! Just a walk outside while your little friend here waits. He charmingly smiled offering her a hand to her, Reiko bite her bottom lip staring at his hand loosing her arms on Raoul. I always dreamedalways hopedthe man I loved would return to me. Now its happenedwhat am I to do? Raoulcant you say you love me?
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Re: ♥ Mixed Emotions ♥ « Reply #5 on Mar 21, 2006, 9:31pm »
Raoul didn't flinch when Kiriya had grabbed his shirt collar, threatened him, spoke complete nonsense to him. A sadistic grin only widened on his face and stayed there throughout the whole show. But when he tried to coax Reiko to follow him, to talk to him, he glanced at Rei and studied her. He knew she wanted to, even though she denied wanting anything to do with him. Raoul was worried, but if she wanted to, he'd let her. With a sigh, he moved in front of her, between Kiriya and her, his hands on her shoulders and eyes beginning to turn into a soft shimmer of silver. Just for her. "Rei, if you want to, you can. I'm not going to tell you what to do and hold you back. I'm not going to treat you like a child..." he murmured, quietly so Kiriya couldn't listen in. This was just for them. He looked at her a moment longer, then brought her roughly against him in a light hug. "Just remember I'll be here for you when you need me. Should something go wrong with this rat bastard, you know where to find me. Just remember I... I'll always.. love you, Rei..." Raoul needed to say it, to get it out of his system, to hear the true words that matched how he felt for her.
Holding on to her for a few more seconds, he finally let go and looked back at Kiriya. "You better not pull any damn stunts. And truthfully, I don't have to prove a damn thing, unlike you. While you were gone, you left Rei to the possibility of her dying. Dying alone is the worse thing that could happen, really, Kiriya. Its best to know that," he growled before turning away, shifting into panther form before padding slowly away. If something went wrong, he wanted to be sure to turn quickly and protect Rei. At all costs, even in his current condition where his body was battered and torn up, he would protect her with his life.
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Re: ♥ Mixed Emotions ♥ « Reply #6 on Mar 21, 2006, 9:56pm »
Reiko stood there stunned, he finally said it, and he said he loved her. Her eyes shut although tears still flowed down her cheeks trembling lightly holding both fists to her chest feeling her heart burst. Im sorry Kiriya. RAOUL! She yelled after him, Wait you idiot! You cant leave like that after saying you love me! I love you too, you idiot-or did you forget?! she narrowed her eyes at his back not taking a inch movement after him even if her heart cried to her to follow him. Reikos throat started to ache; she wobbled coughing aggressively in her cupped hands over-flooded with blood. ShitI feel dizzy. Nnngh! She gasped passing out in mid air to fall into Kiriyas arms, he frowned softly brushing her hair from her face. Youre not suppose to over do it when youre sick, Reiko. Wasnt Ryan watching over you while I was gone? Damnit, please tell me I still have the medication inside my pocket somewhere. Ahah! I thought it would be safe to bring today. He talked to himself injecting a shot on Reikos arm pulling her close to him, Kiriya glared at Raoul angrily setting Reiko on his lap gently. You look familiarwaitfrom DEA? He questioned silently not really waiting for Raouls answer instead pulling Reiko into a soft kiss. My throatit hurts so much. Its getting worse, I know it. Raoul? My lips
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Re: ♥ Mixed Emotions ♥ « Reply #7 on Mar 22, 2006, 8:30pm »
Raoul's pace slowed when Reiko called out to her, but then stopped when she began to cough. He hung his head, fangs gritting and eyes closed tightly. If pretty boy wanted to help her, be with her, then he should be able to, right? Yet when he mentioned him, the DEA, Raoul's eyes shot open and his fangs were bared. Raoul turned his body sharply toward Kiriya, tail moving slowly behind him until it was just the tip of his tail. Just like a cat, he was ready to pounce on the bastard and tear his throat out. How does he know about me and the DEA...? he thought bitterly, pushing down the growl working its way up his throat.
Raoul took a few steps back toward Kiriya and Reiko, his anger tipping even more when he had kissed her. In front of him, he had kissed her, especially when he knew Raoul loved her. "What exactly do you know about me, pretty boy?" he growled, a sadistic feline grin on his maw. His muscles were beginning to get tense, his black/red hued eyes narrowing as thin as they could be. Someone who knew him 'familiarly' and knew he was working under DEA had to be an enemy of his.
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Re: ♥ Mixed Emotions ♥ « Reply #8 on Mar 26, 2006, 4:32am »
I seethen I was right. You are from the DEA, hell. And yes-I am a pretty boy. Moron. Damn, would ya relax already? I ain't gonna yanot yet at least. Reiko, Reiko-you feeling okay now? Honey? He said to her ignoring Raoul and held Reiko in a tight hug letting his hands roam on her back. She moaned sleepily opening her eyes without wincing in pain like usual, Yeah, Im okay. I need to see the doctor soon. This is the second time my throat has acted up like thisyou still have my medicine with you even when you left? Kiriya? Reiko wondered out loud faintly blushing at their position. You can let go of me nowlike right nowidiot. She growled punching him straight in the nose annoyed, but behind her pissed-off her expression a shimmer of amusement stirred up in her eyes. Just like the old timesheh, still the same idiot arent you Kiriya.
Reiko struggled to regain her posture after Kiriyas hold on her was released, she fell to her elbows roughly and gave a soft cough. Ow! She cried out and shot him a quick glare kicking the side of his stomach. Ouch! Hey! I was helping you so dont blame me, woman! He argued standing up and offered a hand to her, as Reiko reached out for it tiredly he brought back his hand in a sudden bolt and stuck out his tongue teasingly. She gave a growl and kicked his shin hard enough to let anyone within a five foot radiance to hear a sickening bone crack noise leaving her with a satisfy smile. A little help here please Raoul. Reiko said turning halfway forgetting she was wearing his shirt still not covering most of her body and the position she was in said enough, she blushed hugging her knees leaving her back to Raoul and Kiriya. YOU PERVERTS! WHY DIDNT YOU SAY ANYTHING?! Kiriya bursted out laughing holding his sides, You still can get off topic over the smallest things, eh? Nice view though. he choked out falling down again trying to catch his breath.
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Re: ♥ Mixed Emotions ♥ « Reply #9 on Mar 26, 2006, 11:41am »
Raoul stood there, even backing up when she resulted to violence toward Kiriya, but he wasn't afraid. He took it as amusement and didn't really want to get caught up in it, or he'd most likely injure Kiriya on 'accident.' His tail flickered slightly when she began to yell at them and that was when he truly did notice what she was wearing. Raoul's face turned blank, his ears flattening slightly before padding over to her, shifting form just as he sat behind her. "You know, you could always shift form and tear the living hell out of him before I do..." he grumbled. Even though he was being gentle and kind with Rei, his guard was still up. His silver eyes stayed locked to the back of her head, not going to force her to do anything she didn't want to. "Look, Rei... I know you still have feelings for him and everything, but I'm not sure if I'm willing to let you go with him. He doesn't seem the type to take care of you properly even though he has those shots to help you. But sooner or later, they won't be much help and even if you choose to stay with him, I'll still try to get you the help you need right here. I'll have them cure you." Raoul completely ignored Kiriya at this stage and was only focused on helping Rei. What else could he do?
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Re: ♥ Mixed Emotions ♥ « Reply #10 on Mar 26, 2006, 1:08pm »
Reiko laughed at Raoul, Tempting as that sounds, if I shifted into my animal form he could easily take me down with his. Besides I dont want to attract any more attention than I already have if you havent noticed. She said eyeing the group of drooling monkeys that kept staring at her leg stems. Mindless idiots She hissed angrily twitching picking up an abandoned water bottle from the ground at one of their hollow heads. Raoul, can I go back to your place? I-I dont mean it like-ummm I just want a change of clothes if you dont mind. I dont like having to fend off a group of men every five seconds, its tiring. Besides I said enough to Kiriya for now I believe. She said nervously feeling the tension grow between them, Reiko bite her bottom lip shifting her eyes between them.
Oh shit, shit, shit! What should I do?! I mean this is the first time Ive seen Kiriya for years but I have Raoul now. I made my point clear enough to him I had Raoul now and I dont love him anymoreI think I made it clearI dont love him anymoreright? She gritted her fangs holding her head trying to cease her flooding thoughts, Reiko, if you think too much youre gonna explode. Heh heh, but on a serious note-dont over work yourself. You catch fevers easily if you do, idiot. Here, Kiriya handed over her cell phone showing on the screen his own cell number. Just in case you need meyou always did. He smiled giving a sharp wink, Ill be seeing you againRaoul. With that short comment Kiriya left Reiko at Raouls carefor now.
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Re: ♥ Mixed Emotions ♥ « Reply #11 on Mar 26, 2006, 2:25pm »
Raoul watched as Kiriya left, a feline growl emitting from his throat before remembering Reiko needed him. With a light sigh, he turned his now silver hued eyes upon her and scooped her up. "I know, Rei. Unlike a few people I know, I'm not exactly the type to think things differently on purpose unless it was intended. If I had really paid attention, you would have been covered by now and nothing like this would have happened," he said, beginning toward the rooms. His mind kept wandering back to Kiriya. How he knew Raoul was in the DEA beat the living hell out of him and he was going to get answers one way or another. Even if it means going against Reiko's wishes and literally beating the shit out of him for information. It wouldn't be the first time he had to do it.
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Re: ♥ Mixed Emotions ♥ « Reply #12 on Mar 26, 2006, 6:05pm »
Reiko waited for Raoul to say something not resisting when he picked her up. Is he angry with me? Or maybehaving second thoughts? Why doesnt he say anything?! Grrrr, this is getting very frustrating. And Kiriyahe really is back. And for me Raoul, what are you thinking? You havent said a word yet and you got that look on your face. Something the matter? She blurted out claming her lips together as soon the words slipped her mouth; Reiko tilted her head at him innocently like a puppy. Oris it something you dont wanna tell me. Reiko pressured on squirming in his arms, I can walk, Im fine now. She pouted pushing him away buried in memories of Kiriya and puzzlement. Why am I so confused? I should be happy and content with Raoul. We love each other butstillmaybe Im afraid. To lose Kiriya againof falling in love with Raoul so fast in one night. Maybe I feel guilty about Kiriya. Should I have waited for him faithfully a little longerhe did come back like he promised. Buthe broke all his other promisesIm so confused. And why is Raoul so silent now? Did Kiriya say something to him I dont know about? Kiriya
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Re: ♥ Mixed Emotions ♥ « Reply #13 on Mar 27, 2006, 4:28pm »
Raoul looked down at Reiko, a small smile curving his mouth even though it didn't light up his eyes. "Nothing you should worry about, Rei. You'd probably run screaming. Either that or beat the living hell out of me and threaten me within an inch of my life... If I ever let you do that in the first place," he said. When she pushed away, he knew she was thinking of Kiriya. With a sigh, he ran a hand messily through his hair and looked down at the ground. He wasn't good at talking, but he'd give it his best. "Look, Rei... If you want to be with him, then be with him. I'm not going to hunt him down and kill him right in front of you. Hell, I'm not going to kill him at all unless he gave me a good solid reason to put him as number one on my shit list. And I'm not going to go commit suicide because you want to stay with him. I understand you two know each other, are in.. love. We'll get over it. In the end, it could have just been a big infatuation that we made overblown. Hell, we could just be faking it just to see how the other would react. I'm okay with that because truthfully, I didn't want to get close to anyone in the first place. Not in this life, when so much has made me the way I am. Honestly, I'm afraid because I know I'll end up hurting someone I care the most about one of these days. That's why I live a life of solitude and that's the reason why I don't like talking to you, or anyone, about myself. I get to know someone, let them get close on accident, then hurt them, end of story. That's how I've been and I know I'll keep going that way. But a promise is a promise.. I'll get you your help on that disease. Don't worry." With that, Raoul looked down the alley, leaning against the wall. She wanted to change, so when she was ready to go, he'll follow. And be silent from then on. If he had hurt her, then that was a good sign. It was enough to hurt himself, but he just didn't want to go through the pain. He didn't want to feel like another rag doll to someone and end up getting thrown away at the end. And he certainly didn't want anyone else to really feel that way.
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Re: ♥ Mixed Emotions ♥ « Reply #14 on Mar 27, 2006, 10:07pm »
Reiko's heart dropped hearing nothing but the sound of Raoul's voice not able to make out the words anymore. A big infatuation... could just be faking...I see. Hell, I should had known. That's what I first thought. So, I am just... She washed away any fears and doubts lingering in her mind about Raoul, all hopes and wishes were dead. Reiko absently realized that she was stopped walking falling behind Raoul glaring at his back fuming in rage. Her fists squeezed so tightly skin blazing bright red streaming blood from the pressure, Reiko's eyes showed no emotion-not anymore.
"You're right...it was a mistake. Both you and Kiriya. Maybe it was just infatuation or something to you...but to me I thought maybe...forget it. Fine. You want your solitude I'll gladly leave you alone then. You wouldn't even fight for me even if Kiriya still was interested in me, would you? I don't need your help about my condition, I trusted you about that secret because I thought you cared. Screw you...I'm fine on my own. I'm going home..." She whispered trembling not caring to restrain her tears any longer showing them shamelessly in front of him. Reiko turned away and ran aggressively in the crowed, when she was far enough away from Raoul's view she shifted then hide outside. She pressed her hands to her ears and began to scream, her body crawled with fire, as though every last cell revolted at the sound then died with only pain to remind her of the feeling she felt. The flame...died...Raoul.
Such a fool...a stupid fool.. Raoul...You said you'll end up hurting the one you care about most? But...you just did.
Kiriya immediately followed Reiko outside, he wanted to speak to her-he was right all along. He was the one she loved he thought but he couldn't bring himself to do it...to say it, not when her eyes were pouring overflowing tears he couldn't erase. That bastard did something to her he couldn't forgive. Kiriya rushed behind Reiko without sound and felt himself hug her lovingly feeling her sobs buried in his chest. She shifted back to her human form tugging the collar of his shirt desperately as she cried more. "Reiko...I'm here...don't cry, I'm here. Let's go home...Reiko."
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